要对自己说，我要坚强

This morning,I feel my thinking so empty.
But in the afternoon...many words were said myself
And share with my friend and facebook and twitter..
I always say to myself ..
Must Stop Living In The Past and Remembering All The Good and Best Moments
In love there are no right or wrong..But is only love and not love..
If he no love u anymore..How you say ..How u done..If just nothing..
If you ask yourself "why do u like this guy so much ?" How u will answer??
And your heart just skips a beat ..He is the ONE :)
Plasure of love lasts a moment ..But Pain of love lasts a lifetime...
Not in love you could never have imagined before the beginning of love will be like no one before the end of the love you could never have imagined that kind of love will be lost in love was not forgotten as you never knew before deep-seated ..
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前几天,我去听一个讲座会..本来不想听..但越听越不错..
我最有印象的就是..
有天，妈咪带她女儿出去逛街..逛街前，妈咪答应女儿只能买一件衣服..
女儿一时开心就一口答应了..到了超级市场..
女儿就选很久..终于选到她自己喜欢的衣服..
妈咪就把她买下了..很开心的走啊走..但又逛多几间店..
发现其他的衣服比自己刚买的还有好看..
就一直乱妈咪买..你们猜猜看妈咪有没有买给她吗？
哈哈..当然..当然是没有咯!
妈咪对女儿说..：“刚才出去前不是答应你只买一件衣服给你罢了吗？”
女儿就乱着要买多一件..但妈咪始终不买给她..
到家后，把自己管在房间不睬妈咪..
妈咪担心女儿饿坏肚子,就去看看她女儿..
女儿还是不睬妈咪..妈咪只好说..：“Babe,你是不是很气妈咪不买对一件给你？妈咪出去前不是跟你说好只让你买一件吗？你都忘了哦？”
但女儿只是一只怪妈咪对她不好..不疼她了..
妈咪说：“我只是为你好..刚才答应你买一件衣服给你就是一件..如果妈咪买多一件给你，那我不就是说话不算话了?”
×爱情也就一样...当还有得做选择时，要好好的选..
当你看中了选择了..就不要比较其他的..
或是遇到更好的才后悔.. :)
珍惜现在所拥有的..也不要等到失去才珍惜！
因为失去时在也不是你的了..


不好意思，本人不太会讲故事..读起来可能会有点怪怪的..
我还是分享给你们，但希望你们会喜欢哦 ^^v

心得要说到话

自从一个人生活以后..我什么朋友都参了..

知道很多不同生活的方式..追求的东西..聊的东西都不同..

感觉真的很不一样..我也体会到每个人的要求有所不同..

我现在根本不想恋爱..为什么就是要踩到我界限..

之前都要跟你声明很清楚..我只是想当你的好朋友..一个可以诉苦的朋友!

我现在终于明白..一个人真心对你不是处境在友情..而是爱情..

那友情都去了哪里..我只是想有个单纯却明白我心的朋友
真的很难找到..我以为我们都是出境在被伤害..

一起分享..一起诉苦..一起哭..一起笑...但我错了..

你明知道我暂时接受不到爱情..为什么就是要踩我界限..

难道我声明是假的?!你没有不好..你是错在表达错的时间..

我明白你之前那种伤..但我觉得你之前的伤导致到现在的你..不太好..

你还不是很适合谈恋爱..你的想法都很负面..我以为自己很负面..但你比我还负面..

你遇到什么是你只好收在心里..但对自己一点也不好..你要等到受不了时才包出来?!

这样的结局很难收场,你知道吗?

我对你一直有所要求..因为我对你没有真正的爱..

在真正爱情里,是没有要求任何事包括全部..

你只好说自己常被伤害..为什么不检点下自己的问题..

一个人好的性格不是用口说说就可以..而是表现出自然的自己..

我总觉得我跟你讲我要怎样的对象..你就配合我..我不要这样的爱情..

请你做回你自己...不要因对方改变本来的你..除了坏性格..

你明明就喜欢借酒消愁的人.. 这本来就是你,为什么要否认..我就是不喜欢..

我没有资格说我自己..因为我根本不懂的爱,也不值得被爱..

爱情本来就不属于我..我就只能寂寞寂寞的过..

希望你可以做会开心的自己..不要认为全世界都得罪你..

你这样做只会让自己难过点..看开点啦..haiz

如果你看开,我们还是朋友..因为我不想多给敌人少个朋友..

Saturday with Alex and his Friends

十点多就爬起来...都不知道这样早起来做什么..

但我以习惯了..多迟睡都会有固定这样时间起床..

第一时间当然是ON Facebook...

看看自己朋友PO 什么“新闻”..呵呵

今天一整天都呆在家..

打算把这时间好好收拾我房间吧！哈哈

大约一个月，真的很就都没有收拾了..

灰尘一大堆..不错的是..我既然能跟灰尘睡一起这样久..

鼻子敏感的我能顶这样就也算不错啊！

一边听歌一边唱歌一边抹...哈哈哈

收拾我房间都需要半天时间了..

这样也过六点了..赶快准备冲凉..Outing later^^

七点多就出门了...

很多人都说大桥会塞车..

因为我本身很怕塞车！有谁喜欢哦..=.=

但...很顺利啊！..要看驾车啦..haha

然后去Gurney watch Resident Evil 3D..♥

但要等到11.50pm..就在附近走走..聊天咯..

四个人一起看..Me , Axel , Shine , Yumiko

故事关于：

在病毒传染破坏的世界，把它的受害者变成不死...都是怪兽！yuck..

Alice在她的旅途继续找到幸存者和带领他们安全。

但是，当他们到达时城市由数以万计不死侵占，

并且Alice和她的同志将跨步入一个致命的陷井。

结局好像还有下一集吧..

我好想有印象玩过这样游戏..进入一个城市但全部人都变怪兽了..

Pang Pang Pang..而我就去救那些还没死的人啦..哈哈哈

不过看3D会比较真实点..不错哦！

最近的戏几乎都给我看完..期待新戏吧！=D

Second round..Go Upper Road..

好像进Voodoo..但..Damn Fulllll...

还是到对面Segafredo...Having my Peace Tea..

第一次在在那边是没有喝酒哦！

不错！好的开始..少喝酒不伤身..;)

三点多到家..睡觉..Nite all..

Meet up new friends - Isaac & his friend

Today going Queenbay with Isaac and his friend..

Planing watch Piranha..Very terrorist movie lo!

But I very much like watch too!..i love movie like blood..then got die people 1..;D

This ma call bian tai lo!LoL

When in cinema..First i told my friend , I will be frightened

But final shouting too ... Not because i scare ,OK !

I just that movie make me frightening only la!

If sound suddenly loud 1.. ishhhh..

But they always keep laugh me !
Then having dinner at Sakae Sushi..I am so hungry!^^
Two cups of drink & menu..

Isaac and Me...this pic look am so fatty la! ishh

His friend and Isaac 

Before pay..take a picture first..^^

LoL...he so cute!

Yao Yeng nia..hahahaha

This two guy...

Girl Meet Up ♥

Fanny fetch Me , Wei See , Fish , and Shu Hua

10 gals meet in Auto City..Going Winter Warmer..And we taking so many picture lo!haha

All also change alot ad..Sui cha po all..=)

And i buy so many thing la..aiya...Take salary to buy something sayang myself..xD

Wei See wan go Kampar study ad..So today we plan is going there gethering...

Is was a good plan ya..=)Miss u all gals too..

Hope have next dating again ya...

Recently I cant totally sleep well..Every night also busy till tired only sleep

Sure over 2am+ only sleep..I REALLY CANT SLEEP WELL LA!

Who can teach me how every night also sleep like PIG*

When i tired deep deep...then

I wont think too much in my bed ad..Hmmm....That my life now..

Every nite i have many bad dream...It make me awake! Different Dream ..but it so hurt ..deep and deep!!

You know how much I hate it ..Now i have a panda eye ad..Who did it ah!...

Is all about HIM la!....Haiyoo...Is near two year..Is hard forget and put down everything ..

Before..I though when we break..He will sad until...

But ..I was wrong ad....Haiz...Make me speechless la..

He so enjoy with his life right now..I wonder how he so enjoy it ..

Club ah... Hang out without any trouble...So freedom without me..

Sure la~ Single life always like that ...

I so jealous him can easy put down everything..I hope i am that too..

But is hard for me la.. But however i wont drop in his life anymore...WONT!
He just hurt me then want back with me when i change..
But i think is u have chance to enjoy without me gua?! Haiya.. dun waste each other time ad..
I feel u not my dream man anymore... clubbing kaki.. drunk kaki..maybe smoke?!YUCK!

It make me so scare IN LOVE...So now for me..I very ANTI  LOVE...✖✖✖

So better dun say any love with me yet..I need a time to cover myself 1st :(

Recently so many friend beside me also get hurt or any love sick ...

I am so scare in love again..But i feel i am luck also la.. I as now am single to say...

i wont worry any thing happen to me anymore..Just keep enjoy without u now..

Dun always say i always control you..U also always control me too!

Promise me anything also just lie me..Is that ur promise become funny?!

Recently you very close with her..Any dating sure got HER..( sorry ! i didt jealous anything wor)

Hmm...Good for me now aso..!Cuz i can hurt till deep deep then can totally forget u..

I just wan told u..As ur friend now..I hope if u really find ur trust and true love..

Please dun hurt her.. I know that hurt feeling is pain.. But actually i not really like that gal also..

But is non my business also ad... I wish u ...wish u happy forever ;)

and 

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I want to mention to any people who didt not know much about me and his anything

then just say suck thing with me..

Pls dun simple say anything just a person like me wrong or any else ah..

I think u just talking bull shit with me!!!

If u wan say anything about me..Pls la!check urself better la!u think u really good also?!

Maybe one day ,u get any hurt..U will know my feeling but not saying me..

Nobody is perfect one..U too...

I hope u better fuck off my life now.. 

If u dislike me..Pls la!faster delete me now..I dunwan see u in my friend list too...

Dun think so much also..! I just dunwan u kek po other people thing..

take care urself better la! U better watch out too....Damn!